I took this picture last year when I was overseas, on the way to Iraq. It looks nice from outside but once you cross the borders you get in hell itself. Been packing since I woke up early in the morning. Nothing worse than knowing that you are throwing yourself in hell, but I have to do it and face my fears and win this battle. It is ridiculous how I have these feelings that I am going to go through all of the torturing bullshit but what's new? I am used to it, so many scars on my body make me feel honored for being through all of what I have been through. Anyways, I will miss everyone in here and especially her. My flight is next week or the week after, haven't decided yet but its soon. This might be the last post cause once I go there, there will be no internet and crap. Take care everyone and remember the good things about me.
We will meet in heaven soon, right? haha (:
samir ur stayin!! im comin over today to give u the biggest hug ever but ur stayin..alison
ReplyDeletei cried :(
ReplyDeleteyou will be missed man esp md streets..you always been there for me..i wont forget you bro i love you no homo but your truly a brother..think about it one more time bro
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BW9zMSwKIdU&feature=related....your staying
ReplyDeletesamir:(
ReplyDeletesamirr no i will miss you so much so no you arnt going your staying here
ReplyDeletestay safe bro.. lets have a final race before u leave maybe this time i can beat u haha
ReplyDeletehow could you be soo heartless? =[
ReplyDeletewe are going to miss you samir!!
ReplyDeletesamir shut up theres no way your going back ok? ok thanks.
ReplyDeletei need you to stay here for me =[
ReplyDeletedude are you on your period!!?
ReplyDeletejoin the party tonight at ultra so we could say goodbye to u:)
ReplyDeletesamir please no :(
ReplyDeleteyo md streets will miss you bro
ReplyDeletenononono this is so not going to happen!!!
ReplyDeletesamir this made me cry and i already miss you so please stay here...what about ur school? ur family? ur friends? ur gf? dont do this to urself and us just stay please:(
ReplyDeletenobody cares lls
ReplyDeleteactually i care samir you need to chill
ReplyDeleteno we wont meet anywhere because you arnt going anywhere my favorite arab guy:)
ReplyDeletebullshit sweetheart
ReplyDeleteI just saw youu and omg I can't let you gooo :(
ReplyDeleteYou know going back there isn't safe but no matter how hard I try you won't stay. You have so many people who want you to stay just look ^ ^ and you say you have no one. Go if you feel that you really will be lonely here but know you are leaving all those people who love you.
ReplyDeleteAbsulotely agreed ^
ReplyDeleteMd streets will always miss u bro
ReplyDeletei talked to u about it and hopefully u will change ur mind
ReplyDeletethis is so wrong
ReplyDeletethis made me cry and your so stupid for leaving if your going to leave because there isnt a reason for you to leave.
ReplyDeleteno one wants u to leave and ur leavin for no reason so ur stayin:)
ReplyDeleteWe need to hang out before you go:)
ReplyDeleteNope your staying here for us
ReplyDeletemy cousin sent me here..i dont really know you but id be glad to meet you...i would want you stay so we would get to know each other?? =]
ReplyDeletedont make the wrong decision when you have everything here...i mean what are you going for or why? you have everything here that you cant have there so just think about it one more time and im sure youll make the right decision about this.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much whoever said that. He won't listen to me and I feel like I'm the reason he is leaving. I have done everything in my power to make him stay and he won't listen. He has so many people who want him to stay. Why are you being so stubborn Samir. Please I'm begging you stay.- the woman you hate to love.
ReplyDeleteshe loves you samir stayy!!
ReplyDeletei think hes styain thats what he said yesterday
ReplyDeleteHe's staying :)
ReplyDeleteThanks everyone for your concern, I really appreciate it and it means so much to me. I am lucky to have people like you guys who actually care (: Anyways, my family left today and things seems difficult already but we'll see how its gonna be in a few weeks and then decide. Thank you again.
ReplyDeleteno way man you arnt going anywhere
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