It has been two months and it feels like hell, nobody knows how it feels because nobody feels what I'm feeling right now. Indescribable feelings that hurt so bad but whenever I see her face I feel so safe and happy, I feel like I'm on the clouds nothing can bring me down. She makes me strong but she can makes me so weak as well. I hope she makes the right decision for us before its too late. I miss you so much and I love you with every piece of my heart.